March 6, 2004

OMG what a day today was.  First wanna say happy birthday to my boi patrick, bom ass party @ the beach, BON FIRE!!!....so that was a fun night, a lot of things happened there, things that maybe werent supposed to happen.  But umm...omg ok, my night was crazy.  I jus got my license a month or so ago, and sure enough, MY ASS gets pulled over.  Im takin home my "3 lil sis's" and one of them lives by brengle terrace, so we take this back road where there are no cars and no lights, jus us, so stroll through a stop sign and right there behind is a cop.  I come to a red light hopin to god he doesnt turn on his lights, but right when the light turns green, he turns them on.  So i pull over to the side and he does all his procedure stuff, then ask me if i knew i wasnt supposed to have people in the car, and said yes i am aware of that, and on top of it, they are all under age.  So he goes back to his car, makes sure the license and valid, comes back to my car and says " ok well im not gonna give u a ticket cuz it would jus make your like miserable, jus make sure you stop @ stop signs nex time."  I was so dam relieved, i coudnt believe he did it knowing all the laws i was breaking.  Lets list them shall we:  curfue for 18 and under is 9:00 pm and this happened @ 11:15 p.m., i was transporting people while underage and during my first 6months which is against the law, i strolled through a stop sign.

Now if i were to get a ticket, these would happen:  $75 fine, license suspension, prolly grounded for about 2 months or so, no car, cant drive, my "3 lil sis's" get in big ass trouble, i get in big ass trouble, my insurance goes sky high, plus the fine for the ticket, and would lose trust in parents.

But none of this happened so AHAHAHAHAHA!!!!.....so dam happy, but now i am takin my ass to sleep, cuz i am tired as hell.  Peace

March 5, 2004

Wud up all, sorry i havent been updating lately, jus been real busy with everything.  Nothin excitin has happened though, jus lvin my life day by day.  Actually a couple new things have happened.  Started talkin to someone and gettin to know her better, kinda anxious to see how that is gonna turn out, but then @ the sametime someone i had in the past wont get out my head.  Life is wierd.  The strangest things happen for no apparent reason, so un-explainable.  You hope for something to happen but you know it wont, u jus find something to cover up the truth, u blind urself and see something that you know really isnt there.  Thats how im feeling.  These last couple days, i jus wake up every morning either hoping that what i want will happen, yet @ the sametime hoping that i will wake up knowing the truth, which is knowing it wont happen.  Im stuck between 2 things and cant find a way out. 

March 1, 2004

OMG!!!...today was a good day for me.  I got back  @ someone real good.  ( dont f*ck with me )....so yeah, but umm....not to much to say.  It was jus another monday.  Pretty funny though, wow.  LMAO.  Ok i need to go, nothin more to say

February 29, 2004

today was kinda bad for me, till the end of the day where it got a lil better.  The dance last night was fun, i wanted someone there but, oh well.  I woke up this morning, and i dont know why but i felt bad.  I dont know if it was somethin i ate or something, w/e it was, it made me feel sick.  So i walked around for a lil and it went away after eatin a lil bit.  I went out for a run hopin to see someone, but didnt, o well.  Then i went to go to the passion of christ.  WOW!....that movie is so good yet, i dont know, i was in shock when i left and still was when i got home.  U have to see that movie.  Then i chatted for a while about jus stuff.  And now, im goin to bed. 

February 28, 2004

Vice Versa!!!....well here is how my day went. I was so excited about goin, dancin, fun, music, etc...all that.  Then i wake up from sleepin, and i find out that this certain someone isnt gonna go, and i was jus bummed out from that point.  When i got to vice versa, i didnt expect to have much fun, but i did.  It great, except from havin to step outside every 15-20 min cuz it go do dam hot.  But yea, it was fun, nex dance is i think prom, and i cant wait for that, i think it is in may or somethin, around then.  Well, pretty much thats how my whole day went, but on monday, there will be some people i will b yelling @ for givin some false info.  But imma go now, i am tired, ill talk to yall 2morrow.  Peace